Why don't I have any friends? I am seriously depressed with all the ladies on facebook getting together and having a good time and I am sitting here so freaking lonely. Would it kill to toss me an invite? What is it about me that just turns people away? Do I stink? Am I boring? Of course I don't get mad drunk and gossip about other ladies so maybe I am in other people's eyes. I get told all the time what a sweet and nice person I am (heh) but no one bothers to try to hang out with me. What I would give to have just one damn friend. Mike goes to work all day plays racquet ball with his friend and goes to D&D every other night with a group of friends. My mom is busy all the time with my little sister. My sister llives 2 hours away and we don't really have that best friend relationship. The rest of the family lives 4-5 hours away. I'm not friends with any of Mike's sisters. I'm not even on their radar. Not friends with anyone at church. I just sit here all day with no one. When I am upset I have no one. With I want a girls night.. I have no one. But I get to see pictures and read statuses of acquaintences going out and having a great time together or read posts about best friends. I just wish I knew what I am doing wrong.. why people don't want to be around me.
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