Today started fairly decent.  I got up got the kids ready for school.  I played a bit too many facebook games cause I was late with making their lunches but we still got out of the house on time.  On the way to school though I got a serious rumble in the tummy.  Oh man!  I have got to use the bathroom.  I thought I could wait till I dropped the kids off and get back home but than it hit me like a brick!  I have got to go NOW.

I HAVE TO POOP!

Luckily there is a gas station right on the corner.  Sweet relief.  Unfortunately it was a one person bathroom so Gwyn and Adele had to come in with me.  Sorry Gwyn!

I also finished my chapter readings for class and took the exam.  Only missed 1!  WHOOO HOO!  I am doing really well in this class. I am proud of me.  It's nice to feel smart for once.

Adele started to push up on her legs today.  Sort of like a bridge or a downward dog yoga position.  I am so excited for the progression.  Maybe she is starting to finally catch up.  She is such a cutie pie.  I am so thankful she is in my life.  She always brings a smile to my face... other than when she is screaming at my feet while I try to cook.  That's not so much cute.

Mike and Chandler played some video games (Castle Crashers) together tonight.  That's always nice to watch.  A bit crazy at points but nice.  We also read another chapter in The Hobbit as a family.  Gwyn definitely doesn't seem very interested in it at all.  But than again neither do I.  But I enjoy the family time and doing something together.  I often fear we don't do that enough.

During personal prayer tonight I prayed for Heavenly Father to help me with my weight loss. To help me find whatever motivation I need, whatever system or exercise that will work for me since I had no luck so far.  Oddly enough, half way  during the prayer for exercise, I went into a tearful prayer for happiness. For what ever reason I am just not happy.  Maybe that's what is holding me back and what I really needed to pray for.  I have a great life with wonderful kids and though he pisses me off sometimes I have a great husband,  I don't know why I am unhappy but lately I just am.  So I prayed for that happiness I am missing.  I prayed for heavenly father to put me where ever I will be happy.  I prayed for the guidance and the direction to find whatever is missing.  Hopefully the answer will come and hopefully if it does I will know it when I see it.

Now time for bed.  I bid you adieu.