Okay so other than that moment of craziness from my last post, my day was full of more crazy and a bit of psycho.  I had my dental appointment today for my last filling.  It was a bit bigger than they originally  thought so they had a difficult time with it.  They got it done but he cautioned me that because it was so big there could be a need for a root canal.  I have another appt November 13 to fill in a small spot in the front and to fix a stain and correct the length of the front teeth.  I am excited for that.  Looking forward to having a nice smile for once in my life.  Still need to do the implants though and invisaline.
I also sent out 2 packages for some swaps I am in on Ravelry.

Adele was rather fussy today.  She has a pretty bad diaper rash and of course I couldn't find the freaking butt paste anywhere.  Why are things always laying around until you need them?  Huge annoyance of mine.  So I put on some petroleum jelly.  Don't know if it will work but it's at least something.

Chandler and Gwyn were at each others throats today.  You know some days I really just want to turn a blind eye and let them take each other out.  I mean really a huge death cage match between the two of them.  That would be quite the lame fight though.  Gwyn would dance around him singing an annoying song to get under his skin and Chandler would get his serious face and command her to stop constantly. eh. I want my money back!

Mike worked late tonight in the storage locker but when he got home we took a shower and had a very emotional talk.  All about our stresses right now and insecurities.  Why we haven't been clicking and why we are so annoyed.  I talked about my weight issues, my loneliness issues, and my self esteem in general.  How I hate exercise but I want to look good for him.  I want friends but have no way to meet them.  He talked about how he hates that he can't support me like he feels he should.  Stresses of buying a new house, who he is.  Nothing was really solved but it was nice to finally unload emotionally with him and to finally hear where he is at.  I honestly feel a bit better too.  Plus we had nice sex afterwards. HA!

Tonight I prayed a lot.  I prayed again for my weight loss and motivation.  I prayed for each of our issues brought up.  I prayed the most for Mike's company and that business will pick up and that it will continue going well.